Has been very busy lately.  Finding time to just sit back and look around is getting harder.   I am doing better though.  I am just trying to find out where I really am.  Just hoping that something will happen to trigger a relaity that I will understand.  Everyday is exactly the same and I am thinking now that I am happier with it that way.  I tried to go out with some friends the other night and all I thought about the hole time was what is going on at home.  I think that my daughter and I just need to be togeather right now.  It is better for both of us.  I have come to believe that she and I are linked by sprit and I need to stop trying to forget that and embrace it before it is lost. 

I really wanted to do a full moon ritual the other night but was just really too tired and (I hate to say it but) lazy.  I would love to get back to doing my witchey things but it is harder than I had originally thought.  It is almost like something is telling me that I am not ready.  So I am just reading, studying and doing some light gardening.  Those things are fun to me.  I have been looking for some good 'new' books.  I would love to read a more indepth books.  Well I believe that is all the time I have today for playing on here.  Hope to talk to more of you.  Blessings, StarryRain∞